i never thought i needed to publicly purgate so bad
maybe its just cos i'm online.
Don't know why i'm so affected by James's death. maybe becaused its happened to Mrs C someone i respect so much. And the mortality has struck me ( haven't used that word for so long). I feel so drained.... maybe i had it coming. Is it ironic to say i'm ok with my own death but not anyone else's. even that might be untrue
haven't posted for a while pai seh
Din't help that i went for mercy relief's opening of ernest goh's pictures of aceh... truly gd stuff i really like his wk but i really wsn't in an emotional state to take a good look. Plus the content was a bit on the too sober side for me at the time.
But my going was truly a chance thing.... met iskandar jailil (spelt wrong) the famous potter at the jalan bahar kiln ... amazing man .... hope to talk to him more as i spend time at the kiln. I said i was a photog
(liars go to hell joe ... ur a wannabe stilll) so he told me he had a student's excibition opening and asked if wanted to go in his place. I said yes.
It was cool .... seeing all the photogs/photojs i look up to... din really want to network or anything, plus it din seem right to even try
(yah .. u were just about crashing right?)
Good thing i met christine, ngiap heng's fiance, someone that icould talk to. And she pointedout alot of ppl to me. Din get to say bye properly but if u read this Thanks for the company!!
did up my portfolio again still very okish ... best wk is still my old ppl portaits the color wk is all half-baked crap.. no meat .... i'll throw it out at first chance. Thank you wesley for looking over it, man wes is one cool photog.... very balanced, Godly man ... and paitent too. Glad i got to know him am learning lots working for him.
really gonna need to wk hard if i'm going to make it. the mkt is really bad for starting out.
bought an 85/1.8 af nikkor... need for work ... took a loan from dad.
(joe still can't justify all this to the poor and starving of the world.... middle class moron)
sigh it not right i'mspending this kind of money.... but i'm in it for the long term.
apologies for the less than happy post.
try and get my slack photos on soon
hope the army guys are doin gd.
i supposed there'll be at least a hundred blog posts from ac ppl on James Crefields's passing.
i'm not trying to be filppant but its the world we live in.
God bless u guys
-un-linc-